Wednesday, January 14, 2015

Astral Projection and Mutual Affection

79,800

That is a simple number.

79,800 out of 316,000,000

That is a representation of dreams coming true.

79,800 people become registered actors with contracts, whether it be on the screen, or on the stage in America. Such a small number in comparison with the huge amount of people at every school in the USA that wish to "make it big" for all the ones who wish to be heard, recognized and known. But that's show biz', kid.

I'm am not ignorant. I'm not naive. I am fully aware that investing myself in this career path could end in poverty, loneliness, and tragedy. But I am steadfast, I am firm, I am dedicated to the idea of becoming an actress. For what could be more magnificent than making people feel something deep within them. What could be more rewarding then putting to words what someone can not. Whether it be through film or through stage, this is my dream.

So, this is how it all started, and this is how far I have come.I became interested in the Theater through an extra credit project at my middle school. I saw my peers dancing and singing on stage, and I had a sudden vision of my life and where I wanted it to go. Forever altered, my life had taken its first step to where I am now. Over the course of the next few years, I auditioned for 36 shows and only got into 2. It was very discouraging, but I knew this is what I wanted to I kept at it. I took steps to achieve my goal, worked to pay for dance, voice and acting lessons, really tried to absorb and work on what my teachers told me to. Eventually it paid off and I got a supporting role, and now I have a lead role in Shrek the musical and I cannot even express my overwhelming happiness, and gratitude for this opportunity which has been so graciously placed in my lap. This chance is one I have waited almost 4 years for. Its something that cannot even be put into words, but it makes me cry every time I think about it. To have that trust and respect finally placed on me by my fellow actors and director, after so much disappointment and hard work, is such an unreal experience. And I thank everyone who helped me get to this point.

This topic is not only about acting or singing. It is about perseverance, dedication, commitment, confidence and hard work. Theater has been used to build the confidence of politicians, shy children, and people with mental deficiencies. It is such a safe environment for anyone who feels "different" or out of place. I want my journey to open up options for people who thought they didn't have any. I want everyone who reads or see this, and any of the articles pertaining to it to see what a community effort these productions are. How everyone comes together and becomes a family; how each persons effort helps the show, how everyone is appreciated and loved. These not only teach about family dynamics, but how to really feel responsible and needed. If you have a job and just don't do it, the whole show will falter. Not only that but it teaches everyone involved to be self-sufficient and confident in their abilities, to prepare and be ready for anything. Really, all reality skills, and its super rewarding.

In order to really succeed in this industry some skills to know are; history, English, music, dance, costuming, carpentry, lighting, psychology, speech, and economics.

The best way to learn in this field, is through experience and great teachers, with knowledge to offer and advise to give. Another way is through intensive programs offered at most universities, and even at movie studios. To do this costs money, meaning scholarships and lots of hopeful donations. Or to capture the attention of people with connections and compassion. really its all about who you know. I am horribly left in the dark when it comes to both money and connections, so in my case lots of networking, and work. I know it will be worth it. If none of this where a problem, I would want to go to the American Academy of the Dramatic Arts, 5 week intensive acting program over the summer. Its $3,750 for the five week classes and 2 electives, also housing for while I am studying with some of the best vocal coaches and Dramatic Arts professors in America. Also another 5 week acting intensive in San Francisco at the American conservatory of art. However, money and time, huge issues unfortunately. Really all I can do is get experience locally and hope for the best, but keep trying as hard as I always have been.

To show my journey to these goals i will most likely make  a new blogger account specifically for these goals. to show I will use words, video and picture.

Really I'm just excited to see where the rest of this year takes me, I'm going to work hard and am glad to have you on this journey with me.

Selah, Twiggy